I want to.

I want to blog.

I want to want to blog.

I want to make time for it.

I want to enjoy it again.

I want to. but I just don't right now. part of me feels overwhelmed because I got so far behind. I have so much between D's first birthday and now that I've let fall through my fingers. I've cherished it, smelled it, felt it, enjoyed it, hugged and kissed it, but I haven't blogged it. I want to. I want to make sure that I have the evidence of the memories. something to spark my heart and take me back to these moments. the small ones. I want to. and I will.